Best of both worlds

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Everyone knows the grass is green on the other side … Yea well its green on both sides its just that we tend to oversee the lush patch we stand on …

Most people i know wish they had the best both both worlds .. i wished the same for a long time until recently

Its funny ordeal the past three years while i was in new york i wished i was back home in mumbai. Playing with my dog… getting wet in the rains .. hanging out with old buddies .. The NY Rat race got to my nerves . its a world too material for me to live in …I had some great times there .. Made some great friends and have a bag full of memories i’d cherish for the rest of my life… But something was missing..

About 9 Months back i got offered a transfer back home.. Felt like i hit the jack pot. 3 months in mumbai and 1 in new york.. get paid the same amount. i figured i’d move back and get a feel of mumbai again.. if it works out i’d stay back for good if not i’d pack my bags and move back to NY.

At first everything seemed fun … canceled my lease .. gifted out my media center .. and furniture .. packed my bags and got home.. took me a few months to settle down back here with stuff ..with the constant traveling .. Work was rather chilled out .. Only took a few hours of my time. Considering my professional background it was childs play..Met tons of old friends had some great times … Ah home cooked food finally .. But something was missing ….

Why ? Well i had the best of both worlds ..Have everything i have ever wanted ..well not everything but almost everything besides a good woman … and a Enzo :)

Women anyways never a concern … always been in and out of relations .. really long relations now that i look back at them ..

But an Enzo i want :) Anyways getting my wandering thoughts to ground zero

i took a sabbatical for a few months from work n things around in general to figure out .. Even delayed my long due trip to ny…what was really missing..

Couldn’t figure it out

I am headed back to NY in jan for a month and i am dieing to get there … its winter yipeee … boy i miss the snow and the sub way rush .. the morning coffee from the deli … and the sandwiches shane made for me every morning … Ummm um ummm

So what was really missing … Heart ? Well Maybe … Maybe Not .. if you ask me i couldn’t get my heart anywhere but a snow covered peak near a lake … with a nice log cabin .. Maybe i am pushing my luck too much :)

I already have the best of both worlds and now i am putting my heart in a 3rd one …

The path to seek more then you have is a never ending journey …Each one of us walks that path every second of our lives ..

The path maybe never ending .. but our lives have to end at some juncture ..some earlier then most … its difficult to find contentment and stick to it for a long time .. Envy .. Well thats just a part of humanity … One is always looking at the other and wishing

The bottom line is … You can always keep craving for what you don’t have … But one definitely needs to find contentment in what he or she holds… Even if you had the best of both worlds .. Human nature is such that it would always create a 3rd one ..

At the end of the day .. Life is nothing but a journey and we the travelers… seeking a destination which has no known constant bearing with time …….and never will till the end of our time..

This is your life now … Make the best of it …

Peace
Timber Da Wolf



2 Responses to “Best of both worlds”

  1. Anonymous Says:

    Happiness is not something you experience, it’s something you remember :)

  2. Timber Da Wolf Says:

    Memories of happy times is something one will always cherish .. But if one doesn’t experience happiness … How does the moment become eligible to be cherished ??

    Don’t get me wrong your free to express your righteous opinion or outlook .. But for now i would beg to differ with mine unless proven otherwise :)

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