Its not everyday that you realize what a jackass you are in matters of the heart with close friends and loved ones…
It started 2 weeks back at the hard rock cafe when i was out hanging out with a few friends … and a very dear friend passed a statement about me…. mentioned in all good intention and taken in the right spirit by me .. Struck a cord with me .. i happened to ask him the next day when i was sober and he told me maybe he didn’t use the right words but i knew what he meant …
Considering the connection i share with him i got a rough idea about the matter … I gave it a thought realized it but did nothing about it … until this evening when it was hammered into my head by a chain of events which i never imagined in my wildest dreams would occur … maybe i should have seen it coming ..
What those events where are little too personal for me to disclose
On my way back home i was putting things together .. a few questions arose in my mind, i called up another friend and asked her … Although i knew it would push her off the edge.. Its just something i had to get in the clear ..i got my answers but yet they didn’t seem convincing enough…
Took me a couple of weeks of pondering around with my thoughts and conversations with some friends to come to a conclusion
Love is blind…. Friendship tries not to notice…
The Rational behind calling someone a close friend or a loved one is when you let your guard down around them..and share n care a little more then the average
Events are likely to occur with them just as they would with a normal person with who you may have your guard up against…and there is not much one can do besides take it with a pinch of salt…
In Love or in Friendship being a jackass is but natural … i have been one for a while and will continue to be for the rest of my life … choosing not to do so would lead my soul into solitude … and solitude is a temporary asylum which can never last a lifetime …
Peace
Timder Da Wolf

















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