So how does it feel to be a Jackass ?

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Its not everyday that you realize what a jackass you are in matters of the heart with close friends and loved ones…

It started 2 weeks back at the hard rock cafe when i was out hanging out with a few friends … and a very dear friend passed a statement about me…. mentioned in all good intention and taken in the right spirit by me .. Struck a cord with me .. i happened to ask him the next day when i was sober and he told me maybe he didn’t use the right words but i knew what he meant …

Considering the connection i share with him i got a rough idea about the matter … I gave it a thought realized it but did nothing about it … until this evening when it was hammered into my head by a chain of events which i never imagined in my wildest dreams would occur … maybe i should have seen it coming ..

What those events where are little too personal for me to disclose

On my way back home i was putting things together .. a few questions arose in my mind, i called up another friend and asked her … Although i knew it would push her off the edge.. Its just something i had to get in the clear ..i got my answers but yet they didn’t seem convincing enough…

Took me a couple of weeks of pondering around with my thoughts and conversations with some friends to come to a conclusion

Love is blind…. Friendship tries not to notice…

The Rational behind calling someone a close friend or a loved one is when you let your guard down around them..and share n care a little more then the average

Events are likely to occur with them just as they would with a normal person with who you may have your guard up against…and there is not much one can do besides take it with a pinch of salt…

In Love or in Friendship being a jackass is but natural … i have been one for a while and will continue to be for the rest of my life … choosing not to do so would lead my soul into solitude … and solitude is a temporary asylum which can never last a lifetime …

Peace
Timder Da Wolf

Defy Logic…

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Sometimes you just wish if you didn’t know things the way they were …..
Someone once said everything that glitters is not gold … its so true when i look back at people who brushed pass my life over the years .. No matter how cautious i am about selecting people who surround me … i too make mistakes all the time… its one of those unfortunate perks of being a animal that evolves with time ..

There are times when confidence in a human doesn’t know when to put a lid on that mouth … In reality words that defy logic are non existent ..in philosophy there are a dime and a dozen..

if you are true to yourself and the world around you … its a funny sight to see people trip over their own traps …Keeps me amused….

Want to catch a lie … see if an explanation is given out without a question being raised .. and if that explanation defies logic …i am not saying will always .. but works for the most part .. Leave the emotions aside and enjoy the show ;)

Peace
Timber Da Wolf