Life n its Lessons

Just the way i like to start things… Better odds i guess when you use a blank slate.

But all these years of working with some intellectual and not so intellectual people makes me contemplate my instinct which has built over the years..

I bump into people ever now and then that have made their millions … and maybe some who are on their way to making their millions

Makes me wonder if stupidity does find its way more often with time … in a so called genius

If a penny saved is a penny earned.. then why is there so much emphasis only on earn …

Maybe its just the high of the cash ringing in that sometimes one tends to forget a business needs to be built to last..

Ability to be lean and mean depends alot on strategy …And Strategy requires a vision..but vision at times can carry you away if you ignore reality in all its gravity..

I don’t know here … maybe i will give it a few more months and be an optimist

Cheers
Timber

So my first week working in chico ..

I don’t know how to put this but i guess i am just not used to a 9-5 job .. But i am starting to like the idea behind it

Unfortunately don’t really have much of a social circle down here … Everyone i speak to at work seems to be married with atleast one kid ..

Sometimes makes me wonder if i should tie the knot too … Nothing against married people … but they are just not as  available to go bar hopping or maybe have some fun…

i have been and worked around people who are generally a lot older than me.. so i am pretty used to their lifestyle and priorities …

But i did notice this interesting fact about american families although they are not as tied in as indian families but for whatever short period they are .. they are a very closely knit group

i met this guy brandon at work pretty cool guy he just moved to chico too but every time we seem to strike a conversation  about his move he seems to always use the word “We” insted of  “I”

I know not much is spoken well about American Family Culture …. But i really do think sometimes some things need appreciation

And no matter how much of a family man i call myself … brandon sure did get one up on me with that one …

Cheers
Timber

Its been while since i wrote .. have not had much to think about lately either ..

Just been floating in between the real and ideal worlds .. i have been waiting for this moment for very long time… After the colossal cluster F#@k over the past two years ..

Everything just seems to be in the right place .. i just need to get off my high horse and show up at the party like old days

What a mess to clean up just when things were looking up i feel as if i have come full circle in the past 10 years.

Tomorrow is  a new day…. Lets hope this time mistakes of the past are not repeated again.. else i will re post this in another 10 Years

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Cheers
Timber

I’m holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I’m hearin what you say but I just can’t make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t think I’d turn around, and say…

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late

I’d take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it’s nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it’s turning blue, and you say…
“Sorry” like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I’m afraid…

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
It’s too late to apologize, yeah
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah-
I’m holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground…

I’ve lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I’ll fake for the sake of being with you

(Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown
Eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end
You’ll soon find we’re out of time left
To watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see you’re testing me pushes me away

I’ve tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I’ll take the blame for the sake of being with you

(Everything falls apart
Even the people who never frown
Eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end
You’ll soon find we’re out of time left
To watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

(We’re all out of time
This is how we find how it all unwinds)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(We’re all out of time
This is how we find how it all unwinds)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

I have not seen a blizzard in new york for the past 2 years .. always wondered when the next one would hit ..and tonight it did

i will miss this place for all the times i have had … not the most pleasant of memories but many hidden joys .. and experiences galore
For all the people i have touched and for all that touched me.. The handful few who stand by as friends .. and many who did not ..

There are nights where i question n there are nights where i make peace .. irrespective of the answer

Simply does not matter anymore …

My transition from a pessimist to an optimist occurred here over the past 4 years … To believe everything or to doubt everything are two equally convenient solutions: Both dispense with the need for reflection….

Discovery can very easily be molded into a creation … its only a matter of individual choice

Cheers
Timber Da Wolf