Life n its Lessons

Finally managed to get myself out of bed this morning … Maybe the weather had something to do with my laziness….

But it didn’t take long for the routine to kick in …

Brushed

Walked into the kitchen saw the cup of tea ready … Popped it into the microwave and got got down checking my phone and emails .. Got to google news … browsed thru the happenings as i lit up one and sipped on my chai ..

Had the urge to lite another one up but i know she would kill me if i did that … walked upto the closet and put on my jacket … walked upto the fire escape as i pulled up the blinds and raised the window a cool breeze blew my way …. i closed my eyes and just let it blow thru me … as i opened my eyes … i felt like the energizer bunny

Nature maybe does have its effect on me … as i climbed outside the window and sat on the fire esacape .. the usually visible manhatten skyline dissappered under the cloud cover … asif it never exisited …. Felt like maybe another world existed beyond those clouds .. a world i could relate to for a while …and maybe can in many ways till date …

i don’t know if the past 6 months in mumbai was a dream or the years i spent in new york prior to the move back to mumbai … or these past 3 weeks in new york ..

As much as i would like things to be different around me in alot of areas … Sometimes one needs to accept and embrace reality no matter how much the bitch bites …

Peace
Timber Da Wolf

Everyone has goals … Some set them earlier then most …

Late Last night as i walked back home around 4 am. i stopped for a moment and looked up to the heavens.. With a light mist in my eyes i said “Thank You”…. when i woke up this morning .. i woke up with a smile.. don’t remember the last time that happened ….

Being the inquisitive type .. i couldn’t stop but question this feeling which felt like none other….
A Big “Why ?” haunted me for hours together… was it the alcohol or the kick ass party …or was it just something i wanted so bad for a long long time …

I went and stood at my balcony lit up a smoke … and looked back at my life for answers… when i reached a point 6 years from today i had set some goals ….. i was way over the deadline i had set for them….it was a little over ambitious now that i look back at it but i worked my ass of to meet them….. Aim for the stars and maybe you will reach the moon…

Things haven’t quite gone the way i had planned in my personal or professional life … Both have had a few big jerks in the past 6 years … But for some strange reason i kept going without letting those factors influence me much … maybe i really did want to reach those goals really bad …

6 years can be a really long time to be set out to reach something one wanted … a tiring feeling can grasp one as easy as the common cold … in june 2007 such a feeling hit me and i just paused my life for 6 months and took a sabbatical to explore myself and the life i had lived for the past 26 years… what i learnt from these 6 months have been blissful and the end result = to a better and a smarter me … walking whats left of the journey ahead .

Even though i took a sabbatical for 6 months and put my life on a pause.. the thrust i had put into things over the past 6 years finally rolled the cart over the finish line .. and i did not realize it till this moment … but i had reached what i had set out to do … and things only looked brighter from here on to set new goals .. which i have set today … one i am confident of achieving the second .. well i could fail at .. but hey lets give it a shot ..

If one wants something really bad … and Puts in the required effort.. it will come someday …

As much as i would like to depend on luck …. to achieve my second goal .. its just a factor i don’t bank on too much … if one is not enough without it … one will never be enough with it …

we all just need some believing …

Peace
Timber Da Wolf

Someone may touch your heart and feel your soul like none other … but yet one may let go of em if one doesn’t feel right.

Life Marches Ahead … Irrespective of your feelings. One needs to march with it

Peace
Timber Da Wolf