Life n its Lessons

Its been while since i wrote .. have not had much to think about lately either ..

Just been floating in between the real and ideal worlds .. i have been waiting for this moment for very long time… After the colossal cluster F#@k over the past two years ..

Everything just seems to be in the right place .. i just need to get off my high horse and show up at the party like old days

What a mess to clean up just when things were looking up i feel as if i have come full circle in the past 10 years.

Tomorrow is  a new day…. Lets hope this time mistakes of the past are not repeated again.. else i will re post this in another 10 Years

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Cheers
Timber

I wished upon an star ..like we all do

Little did i know the truth would unfold quick .. He is a master of his art i was once told ..

For now i truely belive … Events in the past may be roughly divided into those which probably never happened and those which do not matter anymore.. Circumstances around me do not make me who i am..  Only brings out the unknown..

Galileo once quoted

“All truths are easy to understand once they are discovered; the point is to discover them”  

Unconventional was always the key …

Peace
Timber Da Wolf

Looked up at my sky … and wondered if it was worth walking away from it all…

Every bit walked away from in the past…  Only to get closer to another in present

As plain and simple as it seems … only a figment of my imagination it will always be

Sometimes i wish if life were any different … Then there are times i would have it none other way …

As the lines of destiny evolve .. so will i ….

Peace
Timber Da Wolf

Its a known fact.. that choices we make in our lives leads us down certain paths for the better or worse …

I have made many choices myself.. Maybe things would be different today if i did not make those choices… But no one can undo the past … and i would not like to either … i have learnt to live with them in most cases and leave them behind in some cases …. The accountability is and will always be solely mine…

People make choices … and sometimes when you care enough .. you feel accountable for the choices they make… This can often get a little too overwhelming to handle… and over time i have come to realize ..

Individuals need to own up to their choices and no matter how much you care .. In reality you can never really own up to the choices they make..

So as a wise man said once “Condemn none: if you can stretch out a helping hand, do so. If you cannot, fold your hands, bless your loved ones, and let them go their own way.”

We are whatever we are today because of the choices we made in our past .. And we will be whatever tomorrow based on the choices we make today…

Peace
Timber Da Wolf

I woke up with morning… Checked my emails as usual …Was a little surprised to find an email from someone with a picture of myself and my dad back in the days…

Its been a while since I saw that picture… but it did bring back some memories

Some good.. and Some bad …

If our life’s were a book…. would you look at each day as a page … a month as a chapter ???  I know I do.. and each day is a master piece on its own … irrespective of how abstract it may seem to others …

I can’t change history nor can I change actions and events of the past … its simply beyond my control… there are higher forces of nature in play here… The unforeseen future may hold in store many such instances too …Shall deal with them when its time to cross those bridges…

One known maxim that drives my life … emotion is like the wind … it will always come knocking on your doors and windows …  whether  we choose to open is a whole different story all together …Sometimes its not worth opening closed chapters in your life … as the end result cannot be changed no matter how you look at it ..

Open chapters are a whole different story …

Cheers
Timber Da Wolf

Sometimes i wonder if it was worth it … But then no one can ever undo the past

I attempted a few leaps over the past few months without having a safety net in place…. Murphy’s Law applied i guess.. it was the only time i jumped without a safety net in a very long time and landed face flat…it never happened all those other times when i had the net in the right place..

Managed to dig myself out by 3 feet and have another 3 to go …. i see another opportunity present itself …

My risk tolerance should not be this high considering my age and my responsibilities … it would be a whole different ball game if age was the only determining factor….

Unfortunately my gut tells me and has told me since i was 16… i need to walk that fine line to make up for the lost ground…

Success follows a man who has the ability to stand up after a hit… Learning a lesson from the whole ordeal is a added bonus… But Lessons are learnt from your past and are only applied when certain assumptions are considered in the future…

A second view helps… It might just work if i play my cards right

After all Restlessness and discontent are the first necessities of progress….

Peace
Timber Da Wolf

An individual’s past is always the estranged truth .. that another might find difficult to make peace with..

Our Persistent antagonism can often alienate our closest… its only human nature to despise what does not fit into our paradigm of moral judgments….

William Shakespeare … Once wrote

“I come to bury Caesar, not to praise him;
The evil that men do lives after them,
The good is oft interred with their bones,
So let it be with Caesar …”

Although like an arrow that pierces the heart…. Bury the past and praise the future.. that is the only route to salvation of a life that craves happiness..

Peace
Timber Da Wolf

Disclaimer : The application of above listed words may vary by choice or by situation.. so don’t be a jackass..and apply it to all aspects of your life.. besides i am a lil high

I was away from home for a long time … And now that i am back home. New York Feels a world away …I met some very interesting people had some great times ..

Every once in a while i would have a few drinks with a friend of mine.. Some one i lived with for a while too

I am a good listener i dunno how true is but many people say so .. And knowing myself a lil over the past 26 yrs i do know people can stretch my patience to extreme limits and get away with it

So anyways .. Every time we would have a few drinks this guy would go on and on about his times while he was in south africa. The Prestige he carried, The Power he commanded and the Life he once lived. Its was ok a couple of times listing to the same stories, Everyone has the right to cherish old memories

As months passed by … So did years.. I Kept listening to the same tales time and time again. Every time he narrated the story i saw a light myst in his eyes and a depth in his emotions that expressed his craving for the life he left behind once….

I never had the courage to tell him. Always felt my blunt words would be a little to harsh….So i kept giving him a patient ear for the longest of times… If you can help one feel a little light and better why not ? Goodwill although may go unnoticed but never goes unrewarded in life ..

As i look backed at my conversations with him one night before i was going to bed .. I came to a conclusion he was living his present … In his past ..

You may have been the prince of Babylon once upon a time.. But this is your life now .. Deal with it…. It doesn’t get better it doesn’t get worse unless you choose to make it so

Look back at life for answers from experiences
Look back at life to cherish the good times

Don’t Look back and Live in a time gone by ….

Peace
Timber Da Wolf

Have you ever tried to put life in reverse gear ?

Well Today I did. Felt pretty weird

Its Almost as if your running full steam ahead and something strikes you like a bolt of lightening that you left some thing way back in your distant past.

And the though of losing such a dear thing brings you to a grinding halt. Even if you do try and reverse you do realize that you can’t

I tired to ponder with the question as to why if i could head ahead so fast ahead i couldn’t reverse equally quick। Well and it struck me One does not really go anywhere in life. Just gets into a notion of ignoring the winds of change sweeping all around us.

The Notion i had of running full steam ahead was only a illusion while all this while i just stood there. Turning a blind eye towards the winds of change that were leaving no stone unturned

Learn from your past
Live your present
Look forward to your future…. Don’t live in it

A life time will pass by before you realize it

Peace
Timber Da Wolf