Life n its Lessons

The mid night sky had a strange aura to it tonight ..  one of many that have been captured in moments that define my life …

The four elements define creation and the thought of life very well indeed… sometimes question my consciousness through the mists of innocence..

It is about the truth - and above all, the truth that is me and my life.

Old Battles are far from over and the world is running circles around me….. Yet i try to push a rock up the mountain..

Makes me wonder why…

What a man sees and decides to accept .. defines the scope of his vision..

Its strange why that thought passed me by tonight .. i have just been in this mode to question the status quo …all this week

Sometimes i wish i could replicate myself with teaching a few people i know .. Unfortunately an experience can only be shared on a table with words .. What one takes off the table makes all the difference to the end result …

For the most part i prefer to reserve my thoughts.. i know many people have questioned this approach … and they have every right to…

But sometimes its difficult to explain a thought with words or examples … when its abstract .. Only if i could make sense of it and have some definitive shape to express …

Half baked beans never did taste right ..

Peace
Timber Da Wolf

How much of human life is lost in waiting….

Emerson sure did hit the jackpot with that one… 9 words when strung up say so much .. yet seem so little ..

You can always speak a lot and mean none .. Or you can speak none .. but yet mean a lot…

What are words without meaning ? Ever question that ?

i do all the time…

Its strange how our years teach us .. the shorter our time the more we learn …

And Reasons simply don’t count.… Results Do…

Peace
Timber Da Wolf

For the past few weeks i have been super busy .. barely have time to stop and think about life going on around me … or even my life the path its headed ..

I get home late at nights .. catch up on some dinner maybe a movie and hit the sack …. i really don’t fall asleep unless i am dead tired … its almost as if i stretch myself to the limits of physical exhaustion …

For the past 4 years .. this question has been hitting me every now and then .. something’s missing ?? something’s missing ?  a feeling creeps in as if my day was not complete…

i have asked myself this question to figure out whats missing maybe a million times .. but never seemed to find the answer…

I have tried going out with friends .. keeping myself pinned down with work .. heading out for some fresh air in the woods … or just being a bum at home … nothing seems to work

With every question in our minds we wrestle with the absence of something

I can want what i want, but i can only get so much before i am relying on others to supply it. And others will never supply everything to my exact specifications.

So i try and make the best of what I’ve got. Not everybody is blissfully happy with the result, but any effort to improve my life circumstances will still be limited to only what i can do about it.

You can center your life on what you lack, or you can center it on what you have.

Peace
Timber Da Wolf

Honest criticism is hard to take…

Most people i have had the pleasure of knowing never question themselves or their actions .. if someone were to question it .. its often perceived as a judgment being passed … when honest criticism all it ever was…

In my lifetime having come across many such people…

Unfortunately some of them have been my nearest and dearest… If anyone knows me as a person also knows i can be a very big critic towards a handful few… What too many people don’t see is there is no fire without fuel… and the guy screaming fire is probably the one who cares the most .. about the situation

When someone stops criticizing you .. its a cause for concern. Giving up on you is the last thing you would want people to do…

Why i do it ?

its simple really .. Self Awareness is a switch .. which some people over their years of growing up simply forget to switch on…

Do i Hurt People ?

According to 9 out of 10 people i know …. say i do …
Do i really ? Or is its just their perception coupled in with a weak heart ?

I have never tried to seek answers to the second question… cause if given an option.. and i cared enough
i much rather be the asshole giving a reality check rather then a sugar coated pill…

Have i used comments made by my critics about my methods/ways  ? .. sure i did.. i questioned my methods/ways and rectified it if i was convinced logically its a flaw…

if one can learn to accept another perception and filter it to meet half way with ones own perception .. i cannot even begin to imagine the possibilities of ones self development ..

Start from where the world.. as it is …not as you would like it to be..

Cheers
Timber Da Wolf

For the past few months i have been sitting on the sidelines and observing people who surround me …

Sidelines for me is a physical state of presence and a complete mental absence from my surrounding environment .. its a way to leave my baggage aside and just let people play ball with me till i get my answers … its pretty much close to a self imposed mental solitude..where nothing really seems to matter and i am at complete peace with myself

To realize one must be aware .. to be aware one must question …although answers may not always be there.. But in time seeing beyond the surface and knowing intuitive what is right…. seems to find asylum within our hearts…

Innate life with a greater purpose in mind… higher wisdom is always a blessing

Peace
Timber Da Wolf